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i want to talk to you :(

i don't like it how at the times i need to talk to you the most...you ain't here

scared

I'm scared.
And i don't want to make sus facebook status' to hint people anymore, so i guess writing this was the best way to tell what I want to tell, and that only the close ones would see.

I'm scared to know what you think. I'm scared of what I see. I'm scared to tell you. I'm scared to even talk to you. I'm scared of the consequences. I'm scared of an ending. I'm scared to replay the same old story. I'm scared that you dislike me. I'm scared that you hate me. I'm scared to lose. I'm scared to win. I'm scared to express my thoughts. I'm scared to approach. I'm scared of never again. I'm scared of being scared.

I don't want to be scared anymore.

And I also hate that feeling of over-roaming happiness that you know you are going to lose anytime soon, because happiness is not going to stay forever.